And that is how it is. We are sad and desperate and angry and completely distraught. Too much goals, too much words, too much guides, too much surroundings, too much opinions, too much money, too much people trying to be people. Everywhere I look, people reek of now, past and both, but no tomorrow. Tomorrow is where no one dares to step, yet everyone plans for it. Sleep for tomorrow, sleep so you can eat. Where we live is nothing to compare. “Life gets much complicated as you get older.” It’s not true. It’s complicated because people need to make it so and when they do, they don’t know why they do it, nor do they know that they do it. Life is a simple thing—a cycle—that contravenes everything humanity stands for. Humans, beings of exceptional mind who have a tendency to complicate things to no limit. Life is a simple thing. Really, evidence that it is a simple thing is that it ends easily. Very easily. Controversy does not simply put you in discordance, but it prohibits relations with the original statement. Tell me, have you ever looked at the forest and seen a forest? Have you? No, I don’t think so. Nor have I. Nor has anyone. We don’t know anymore what horrors steep from the curves of disambiguated verification of a trembling mind on the verge of collapse. Problem is that we think too much and instinct is not about thinking; instinct is about acting. So what’s the problem? We don’t act. We should act. No matter what it is, we should act. But we can’t, can we? If there is one smart person in the world, he’s turned into a Hitler or a Napoleon, or a Stalin, so everyone just keeps quiet and philosophies to people around them—people who don’t give a damn and wail and wail and wail and have no backbone to act upon agreeing. Hypocrisy slithers into people, and thus it slithered into me. Yes, I’m a hypocrite. So what? I don’t see shame. I tried at least. I’m a hypocrite who tried. People don’t listen. They’ll never listen, unless they’re threatened. They sit with their hands crossed and wail and wail and wail. Wail to yourself, go out into the world and stand tall and strong and change something. Wail to yourself because no one wants to hear it. Wail to yourself. Attempt to influence in revelation of possibilities of your desires. But then there is a problem for having too much desires. That’s where maturity comes in and where you greet inconvenience with convenience to supplement the society’s wishes and still get what you want without anyone knowing what, or how, you did it. We’re doomed as long as we need to have a force above us. No higher being will change the flow of the world. Probability of circumstance is the circumstance of probability, and you know it. Get a hold of now, forget about tomorrow, and spit on the yesterday. Tomorrow will never be prosperous as long as you wait for it. Tomorrow cannot prosper without today. Tomorrow is an illusion created by miscalculation of today. Think of today, for tomorrow may never come.
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I drank a bit. That explains it.
